I have to say that right now I’m glad for this Law. For a while there it seemed like everything was going my way. I was materializing anything and everything I wanted. I’ve gotten very good at getting prime parking spots, and catching all the awesome jaw dropping sales at any store I want, and finding the money when I need it.
While little things and big things are still going well it seems that the last few weeks I’ve been hit with some pretty big mood killers. I’ve had to cut my Grandmother out of my life because she has caused me great pains lately and is threatening greater pains. I feel like the less I have to do with her the less she can hurt me, my family, and the ones I love. My husband calls her an energy vampire, that’s putting it nicely. (By the way, that’s probably the meanest thing he’s ever said about anybody.)
There are a few other pretty big things that have pulled me down. It seemed like my whole world just imploded on me but I’m climbing out of the rubble now and am rebuilding bigger better safer walls. As hard as these last weeks have been I know that I’ve found my new rock bottom and I can only go up from here. I said “new” bottom because it’s still not as far down as I was 3 years ago but it’s kinda low compared to a few months ago.
My Mom has been staying with me since the beginning of Aug and will be here till the end of Sept. My kids have started school and I’m babysitting my cousin in law’s 2 year old 3 days out of the week. It’s turned my schedule upside down and I’m having to work hard for a few quite minutes for the FTMF program. But I’ve found that it’s definitely worth it. I always feel better after being uplifted by the great messages and insights that come from it. The journal is fun too, because when I’m depressed from all the things that are going wrong I get to write and remember about all the things that are going right. I think that the journal is something that I’ll do forever.
I hope that everyone else is doing well.
Oh BTW, Mathew and Jenifer, is there any that I could have seen you at the Springville, UT Wal-Mart a few days ago? I passed this couple with the cutest little red-headed 2ish looking little girl and I felt like I knew them. It was a few minutes later that it hit me that they looked just like yall. I thought it would have been a cool coincidence if it were you.
Good luck on your journeys!!
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